Lost and Found

Cake for the Family We Found · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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Emma Parker had never seen a house with an elevator.

I discovered that fifteen minutes after we arrived home.

She stood in the center of my marble foyer, soaked hair sticking to her cheeks, staring at the closed brass doors as though she expected someone to step out and demand that she leave.

Joshua ran toward the elevator.

“Come on!”

Emma didn’t move.

“It goes upstairs,” he explained.

She looked toward the staircase.

“But the stairs go upstairs.”

“Yes.”

“Then why do you need that?”

I almost laughed.

It had been years since anyone had asked me a question so reasonable.

“I suppose we don’t.”

Joshua pressed the button anyway.

My home sat in Portland’s West Hills behind stone walls, cameras, security gates, and landscaping maintained by people whose names I should have known better than I did.

Lily had chosen the house.

She had loved the windows.

I had loved the security.

After her death, I had changed nothing.

Her favorite chair remained near the library window.

Her books stayed on the shelves.

A framed photograph from our wedding still sat beside my bed.

The house had twenty-one rooms.

Most nights, only two felt alive.

Mine and Joshua’s.

That night, a third one would.

Margaret Collins, our longtime housekeeper, appeared from the hallway carrying towels.

She was sixty-three, British by birth, terrifying by personality, and one of the few people in the world who spoke to me as though I were a mildly disappointing nephew.

“You’re dripping all over Mrs. Anderson’s floor.”

“I’m aware.”

“I’m speaking to the children.”

Joshua immediately moved onto a rug.

Emma followed him.

Margaret saw her properly.

Her expression changed.

Not dramatically.

Margaret never reacted dramatically.

But she noticed everything I had noticed.

The torn cardigan.

The soaked shoes.

The hollow cheeks.

The dirt around her fingernails.

“Hello, sweetheart.”

Emma lowered her eyes.

“Hi.”

“I’m Margaret.”

“Emma.”

Margaret crouched slightly.

“I suspect the first thing we need is a warm bath.”

Emma’s head snapped up.

“I can wash myself.”

Margaret glanced at me.

I understood.

Children who had survived alone often guarded independence because independence was the only thing they controlled.

Margaret nodded.

“Excellent. Then I shall show you where everything is.”

Joshua shouted, “She can use Mama’s bathroom!”

The foyer went quiet.

He didn’t mean anything by it.

To him, Lily’s old dressing room and bathroom were simply spaces nobody used anymore.

But I felt the words in my chest.

Margaret recovered first.

“The guest bathroom will be easier.”

Joshua frowned.

“Why?”

“Because your mother’s tub is enormous, and Emma might require a canoe.”

Emma giggled.

Crisis avoided.

While Margaret took the children upstairs, Marcus entered through the front door.

His coat was wet.

His expression wasn’t.

“We found Hale.”

“That was quick.”

“He isn’t careful.”

“Where?”

“Bar in Gresham.”

I looked toward the stairs.

“Did he ask about Emma?”

Marcus’s silence told me enough.

“No.”

“Not once?”

“No.”

I walked into my office and closed the door.

“Tell me everything.”

Marcus handed me a folder.

“Rebecca Parker died in February. Complications related to an untreated heart condition. She had apparently been sick for years. Hale moved into her apartment roughly eighteen months earlier.”

“Any police reports?”

“Two noise complaints. One domestic disturbance call. Rebecca refused to press charges.”

My jaw tightened.

“Emma?”

“No record of physical injury.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

Marcus understood.

“We don’t know yet.”

I opened the folder.

There was a photograph of Rebecca.

Young.

Twenty-nine.

Same eyes as Emma.

“What happened after Rebecca died?”

“Hale kept collecting some benefits tied to the household until the agencies caught up. He sold most of Rebecca’s belongings. When the landlord started eviction proceedings, he left.”

“With Emma.”

“For a while.”

“For how long?”

“According to a neighbor, he had the girl in his truck in June. By July, nobody saw her with him.”

I looked up.

“Where did he leave her?”

“We’re working on that.”

“Bring him somewhere private.”

Marcus nodded.

“Daniel.”

“What?”

“There’s something else.”

I waited.

“He has a girlfriend now. Her name is Tara Mills.”

“I don’t care.”

“She has a four-year-old son.”

That changed things.

“Is the boy safe?”

“As far as we can tell.”

“Make sure.”

Marcus left.

I remained in the office.

I wanted to go to Gresham.

Every instinct I had told me to.

Gregory Hale had abandoned a six-year-old child after taking money meant for her care.

Men had suffered badly for doing less in my world.

But another thought interrupted the anger.

Emma was upstairs.

Joshua was upstairs.

And Lily had once told me something I had not understood until after she died.

You cannot call yourself a father if your first instinct is always to leave home and punish someone.

Sometimes the brave thing is staying.

So I stayed.

Twenty minutes later, I found Emma standing in the hallway wearing pink pajamas Margaret had somehow produced.

They were slightly too large.

Her damp hair had been combed.

Without the dirty clothes, she looked even smaller.

Joshua stood beside her holding a stuffed fox.

“This is Rocket,” he said.

Emma touched one ear.

“He’s yours.”

“You can borrow him.”

“I don’t want to lose him.”

“You won’t.”

Emma looked at me.

“Where do I sleep?”

“We have a room ready.”

Margaret had chosen one near Joshua’s.

When Emma entered, she stopped.

The bedroom had soft cream walls, a quilt, a window seat, and a lamp shaped like a moon.

On the bed sat three stuffed animals Margaret had taken from storage.

Emma stared.

“Is this somebody’s room?”

“No.”

“Then why is all this here?”

“Because rich people are strange,” Margaret said from behind us.

I gave her a look.

She ignored it.

Emma approached the bed slowly.

She touched the quilt.

Then the pillow.

Then she looked underneath.

Joshua copied her.

“What are we looking for?”

She straightened quickly.

“Nothing.”

But I knew.

She was checking whether there was somewhere to hide.

That realization followed me through dinner.

Emma ate slowly this time.

Too slowly.

Carefully.

Half the bread disappeared into her cardigan pocket.

I pretended not to notice until Margaret gave me a sharp look.

Then Margaret said casually, “Emma, if you’re saving that for later, we have containers.”

Emma froze.

“I wasn’t stealing.”

“Nobody said you were.”

“I can put it back.”

“You absolutely will not.”

Margaret brought a small box.

“You may keep whatever you don’t finish.”

Emma looked at me.

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“For tomorrow?”

“For whenever.”

She placed the bread inside as carefully as if it were gold.

Joshua leaned closer.

“There’s always food here.”

Emma whispered, “Always?”

“Yes.”

She did not believe him.

Children learned hunger faster than abundance.

After dinner, Marcus called.

“Hale is secure.”

I stepped into the hallway.

“Talk.”

“He admits leaving Emma.”

I closed my eyes.

“Why?”

“Says she was becoming ‘too difficult.’”

The words were so absurd I almost asked him to repeat them.

“She was six.”

“I mentioned that.”

“What else?”

“He says he left her near a public library because he figured someone would ‘deal with it.’”

“What library?”

Marcus told me.

Three miles from the park.

My grip tightened around the phone.

“How did she survive?”

“We’re piecing that together. Library during the day. Park buildings. Church basement a few times. A woman who works at a bakery remembers giving her leftovers.”

“And nobody reported her?”

“One librarian did. Twice. Child welfare sent someone, but Emma disappeared before they arrived.”

Of course she had.

To Emma, adults arriving after a phone call probably meant being dragged back to Greg.

“What did Hale tell her?”

There was a pause.

“That if she caused trouble, police would put her in a bad place.”

I stared at the wall.

There were criminals I respected.

Not because they were good men.

But because they had rules.

Greg Hale had none.

“Daniel?”

“Yes.”

“You want me to call Lieutenant Harris?”

Harris was one of the few police officers I trusted completely.

“Yes.”

“And Hale?”

“Do not touch him.”

Marcus sounded surprised.

“Not even—”

“No.”

I knew what people believed about me.

I knew what they expected.

But hurting Greg in a warehouse would satisfy me for ten minutes.

Sending him into a courtroom with evidence would protect Emma for years.

“Document everything. Every admission. Every financial record. Every place he used her mother’s money.”

“Understood.”

When I returned upstairs, Emma’s room was empty.

So was Joshua’s.

My heart jumped until I heard whispering from the library.

I found them curled on Lily’s old window seat.

Joshua had a book open between them.

Emma was pointing to words.

“You can read?” I asked.

She stiffened.

“A little.”

“What book?”

Joshua held it up.

The Little Prince.

Lily’s copy.

I swallowed.

“She was reading to me,” Joshua said.

Emma shook her head.

“I only know some.”

“That’s still reading.”

She stared at the page.

“Greg said school costs money.”

“It doesn’t.”

Her eyes lifted.

“What?”

“Public school doesn’t cost money.”

“He said I couldn’t go anymore because Mama was gone.”

Another lie.

I sat across from them.

“Emma, I need to tell you something.”

She became guarded.

“There are people whose job is to make sure children are safe. Tomorrow, a woman named Rachel is coming to talk to us.”

“I don’t want to go.”

“Nobody said you’re going anywhere tomorrow.”

“But later?”

I could not lie.

“I don’t know yet.”

Her chin trembled.

She looked away quickly.

“I can go back to the park.”

“No.”

“I know where to sleep.”

“You’re not sleeping in a park.”

“I did before.”

“Not again.”

She looked directly at me.

“Greg said people always say things they don’t mean.”

For once, I had no answer.

Joshua closed the book.

“My daddy means things.”

Emma looked at him.

“You don’t know.”

“Yes, I do.”

“He could change his mind.”

“My daddy doesn’t change his mind.”

I almost smiled.

That was unfortunately true.

Emma studied me.

“Can I stay until Rachel comes?”

“Yes.”

“And eat breakfast?”

“Yes.”

“And keep the pajamas?”

“They’re yours.”

Her eyes widened.

“Even if I leave?”

“They’re yours wherever you go.”

She was quiet for a moment.

Then she whispered, “Okay.”

That night, I woke at 2:13 a.m.

Something had disturbed me.

I checked the security monitor beside my bed.

Hallway camera.

Movement.

Emma.

I found her downstairs in the kitchen.

She stood barefoot beside the refrigerator.

The door was open.

Light spilled across the floor.

“What are you doing?”

She spun around.

“I’m sorry!”

Her face went white.

She was holding two dinner rolls.

I immediately softened my voice.

“You’re not in trouble.”

“I was hungry.”

“Then eat.”

“But it’s nighttime.”

“So?”

She looked confused.

“Greg said food after dinner was stealing.”

I felt rage rise again.

I pushed it down.

“Emma, listen to me.”

She watched cautiously.

“In this house, if you’re hungry, you eat.”

“Anything?”

“Within reason.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means you still have to ask before eating an entire birthday cake.”

She considered this.

“What about bread?”

“Bread is safe.”

“Cookies?”

“Probably.”

“Ice cream?”

“At two in the morning?”

“Yes.”

“No.”

“That doesn’t sound like anything.”

I laughed quietly.

For the first time, she smiled without fear immediately afterward.

Then she asked, “Do you have cereal?”

We sat at the kitchen island.

She ate cornflakes.

I drank coffee because once you had a five-year-old, sleep stopped being a serious expectation.

After several minutes, she said, “Joshua cries when he gets lost.”

“Yes.”

“He tried not to.”

“He does that.”

“He said his mama is in heaven.”

I stared at my coffee.

“Yes.”

“My mama too?”

“If that’s what you believe.”

She looked down.

“I think she tried to come back.”

“What do you mean?”

“Sometimes I dreamed she was looking for me.”

My chest tightened.

“Maybe those were good dreams.”

“She always said, ‘Stay where people can see you.’”

“That was smart.”

“So I stayed near the library.”

“Because she told you to?”

Emma nodded.

“My mama didn’t leave me on purpose.”

“No.”

“She wouldn’t.”

“No, Emma. She wouldn’t.”

Her spoon stopped.

Then came the question I knew would eventually arrive.

“Why did Greg?”

I could have told her because Greg was selfish.

Because he was cruel.

Because some adults confused responsibility with inconvenience.

But she was six.

So I said the only thing she needed to hear.

“Because Greg made a terrible choice.”

“Was it because I was bad?”

“No.”

“Too loud?”

“No.”

“Because I ate too much?”

“No.”

She looked at me, desperate for the exact crime she had committed.

I leaned forward.

“Emma, there is nothing a six-year-old child can do that makes abandoning her acceptable.”

She stared.

I repeated it.

“Nothing.”

Her face crumpled.

She didn’t cry loudly.

That somehow made it worse.

She climbed off the stool and walked toward me.

Then stopped as though uncertain whether she was allowed.

I opened my arms.

Emma stepped into them.

For several minutes, she cried against my shirt.

I held a child I had known for less than twelve hours and understood something terrifying.

I already cared what happened to her.

By morning, Gregory Hale was in police custody.

And by noon, I would learn that keeping Emma safe might be far more complicated than finding the man who had abandoned her.

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