Lost and Found

Forty Three Dollars and a Home · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

I left the hospital before sunrise.

Sarah tried to stop me.

I ignored her.

Lily was asleep on the couch beneath two blankets, one hand still curled around the crumpled forty-three-dollar envelope.

I stared at that envelope for several seconds before leaving.

Forty-three dollars.

That was what had cracked open thirty years of lies.

Marco waited downstairs.

"What happened with Dominic?" I asked.

"He met the guy in the gray coat for maybe five minutes."

"You hear anything?"

"No."

"Pictures?"

Marco handed me his phone.

The photograph was grainy but clear enough.

My uncle Dominic stood beside a black sedan.

Gray coat beside him.

Dominic was passing him something.

An envelope.

I zoomed in.

"Money."

"Looks like it."

"Where did Dominic go?"

"Home."

"And gray coat?"

"Lost him near Lake Shore."

I handed back the phone.

"We go to Apartment 4B."

"You want backup?"

"No."

"Nathan—"

"Nobody touches anything until I know what we're dealing with."

The apartment felt different without Sarah and Lily inside.

Too quiet.

I approached the sewing machine.

Up close, it looked exactly as I remembered.

Black metal body.

Gold detailing worn at the edges.

A chipped wooden base.

And carved near the corner—

the silver rose.

My mother used to carve one into everything she repaired.

"Something beautiful should carry a signature," she'd say.

I ran my thumb across it.

For the first time in decades, I was eight years old again.

Sitting beside her.

Sorting buttons.

Listening to her sing quietly while she worked.

I took out the small key Sarah had given me.

"There is no compartment," Marco said.

"There better be."

I turned the machine sideways.

Nothing.

Then I remembered my mother's habit.

She hated obvious locks.

I pushed beneath the silver rose.

Click.

A thin panel beneath the wooden base released.

Marco swore softly.

Inside were three things.

A leather notebook.

An old cassette tape.

And a folded photograph.

I picked up the photograph first.

My mother stood outside a restaurant.

Beside her was Vincent Caruso.

He had one arm around her waist.

I turned it over.

A date.

Two months before I was born.

My stomach tightened.

Marco looked at me.

"You okay?"

"No."

The notebook belonged to my mother.

I recognized her handwriting immediately.

Most pages were filled with numbers.

Dates.

Names.

Payments.

Politicians.

Police officers.

Business owners.

Then I found Dominic Moretti.

His name appeared again and again.

Beside one entry, my mother had written:

D knows Vincent intends to leave everything to Nathan. He is furious.

I read it twice.

Marco leaned closer.

"Vincent intended to leave what?"

"Apparently everything."

Another page.

Sarah's family agreed to hide the machine. If anything happens to me, Sarah must leave Chicago. Dominic cannot know where she goes.

My hands tightened.

Another page.

Nathan believes Michael Moretti is his father. I cannot tell him yet. Vincent says it will put Nate in danger.

I closed the notebook.

The room tilted.

Michael Moretti.

The man whose name I carried.

The father I barely remembered.

Apparently not my father at all.

Vincent Caruso was.

The infamous man everyone had feared.

I sat down.

Marco stood quietly.

For years I had wondered where the violence in my life came from.

Why people had treated me differently as a teenager.

Why older men had looked at me with recognition before I knew their names.

Now I understood.

"You want to hear the tape?" Marco asked.

"No."

"You sure?"

"No."

I picked it up anyway.

We found an old player in the building manager's storage room.

The recording crackled.

Then my mother's voice filled Apartment 4B.

"Nate, if you're hearing this, I failed."

I stopped breathing.

"I hoped you would grow old never knowing any of this. But if Sarah gave you the key, then the past found her too."

I sat motionless.

"Vincent Caruso is your biological father. Michael knew. He raised you as his own because Vincent's enemies would have killed you to hurt him."

The tape hissed.

"Dominic knows the truth."

Marco looked at me.

My mother's voice continued.

"He believes Vincent destroyed our family. He believes whatever Vincent built should belong to the Morettis, not to you. I discovered Dominic has been stealing from both organizations and blaming Vincent's people."

My throat went dry.

"Sarah's father helped me gather evidence. That's why their family had to leave Chicago. Dominic learned they knew too much."

Then my mother's voice softened.

"If Sarah is still alive, protect her. She risked everything for you."

The recording ended.

For several seconds, there was only static.

Marco turned it off.

I stared at the machine.

"Thirty years."

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know."

That was something I almost never said.

My phone rang.

Sarah.

I answered.

"You opened it," she said.

"How do you know?"

"Because I know you."

"No. You knew me."

A pause.

"Fair."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I couldn't."

"Thirty years, Sarah."

"You think I wanted this?"

"Then explain."

She exhaled.

"When my father found out Dominic was stealing from Caruso, your mother gave him copies of the records. Dominic discovered it."

"So you ran."

"We were supposed to leave together."

"What?"

"You and me."

I remembered the night before she disappeared.

We had been eighteen.

We had sat beside the lake planning impossible things.

New York.

California.

Anywhere.

"You never showed up," I said.

"My father dragged me out of Chicago that night."

"Why?"

"Because Dominic sent men to our house."

I stood.

"He threatened you?"

"He threatened everyone."

My grip tightened around the phone.

"And Lily?"

Silence.

"Sarah."

"Don't."

"Who's her father?"

"Not now."

"Who is he?"

Her voice cracked.

"Nate, please."

I felt something shift inside me.

"Is Dominic her father?"

Sarah almost laughed.

"No."

"Then who?"

She said nothing.

And that silence was suddenly louder than any answer.

My heart started pounding.

I calculated automatically.

Sarah had disappeared thirty years ago.

Lily was seven.

Impossible.

So whatever I had briefly imagined made no sense.

I exhaled.

"Fine."

"We'll talk when you come back."

"I'm not coming back yet."

"Where are you going?"

"To see Dominic."

"No."

"I'm done being told no."

"Nate, your mother spent years protecting you from this."

"My mother's dead."

"And maybe Dominic is why."

That stopped me.

I looked at the notebook again.

"Do you know that?"

"No."

"But you suspect it."

"Yes."

My mother had died in what police called an accidental house fire.

I had been twenty-two.

Dominic had been the person who pulled me away from the burning house.

The person who held me while I watched the roof collapse.

The person who told me there was nothing anyone could have done.

I felt sick.

"Stay at the hospital," I said.

"Where else would I go?"

"I'll put men outside."

"That will scare Lily."

"They'll dress like hospital staff if necessary."

Despite everything, Sarah laughed softly.

"You haven't changed completely."

"What does that mean?"

"You still think every problem can be solved by putting someone at a door."

"It works more often than you'd think."

When I hung up, Marco was staring at me.

"What?"

"You're smiling."

"I'm not."

"You were."

"Start the car."

We didn't go to Dominic.

Not yet.

I had learned too much from him to confront him without leverage.

Instead, I called my attorney, Grace Holloway.

For fifteen years, Grace had quietly made problems disappear without ever asking questions she didn't want answered.

I put the notebook in front of her.

She read for thirty minutes.

Then looked up.

"This is dynamite."

"I need proof."

"This is proof."

"I need modern proof."

She nodded.

"Financial?"

"Everything."

She leaned back.

"Against Dominic?"

"Against anyone involved."

Grace studied me.

"This could dismantle your own organization."

"Then dismantle it."

Her eyebrows rose.

"You mean that?"

I thought about Lily's bleeding fingertips.

"Yes."

I had spent my adult life building power because I believed power meant nobody could make me helpless again.

But a seven-year-old girl had shown me something I had forgotten.

Power meant nothing if the wrong people paid the price for it.

Grace closed the notebook.

"I'll start tracing Dominic's companies."

"Quietly."

"Always."

I returned to the hospital late that evening.

Lily ran toward me.

"You came back."

She sounded surprised.

"I said I would."

"Adults say things."

"So do children."

"Children don't have cars."

I looked at Sarah.

"She's difficult."

Sarah smiled.

"She likes you."

"I noticed."

Lily handed me something.

A small square of fabric.

My initials had been stitched into it.

N.M.

The stitches were slightly crooked.

"What is this?"

"You paid too much."

I looked at her.

"So?"

"So now I made you something."

I couldn't speak.

Nobody had made me anything in years.

People bought things for me.

Expensive things.

Watches.

Wine.

Cars.

But nobody had sat beside a sewing machine and made something because they believed they owed me.

I folded the fabric carefully and placed it inside my wallet.

Lily smiled.

Then Sarah spoke.

"Nate."

I looked up.

"We need to tell him."

Lily's smile disappeared.

"Tell him what?"

Sarah reached for her daughter's hand.

"About your father."

I remained still.

Sarah looked at me.

"Lily's father isn't dead."

"Okay."

"He also isn't someone she remembers."

Lily stared at her mother.

Sarah's eyes filled.

"Seven years ago, I was married briefly. He became controlling. Then violent. I left before Lily was born."

My jaw tightened.

"Name."

Sarah shook her head.

"Nate."

"Name."

"Daniel Mercer."

I knew the name.

A real-estate investor.

Polished.

Respected.

And one of Dominic Moretti's closest business partners.

Suddenly everything connected.

The surveillance.

The unpaid rent.

The warnings.

Sarah whispered, "Daniel didn't find us by accident."

I looked toward the hallway.

"He found you through Dominic."

"Yes."

"And now he knows where Lily is."

Sarah nodded.

At that exact moment, a nurse rushed into the room.

"Mr. Moretti?"

"What?"

"There was a man asking at the front desk which room Sarah Bennett was in."

Lily grabbed Sarah's hand.

I turned toward the door.

"Description?"

"Gray coat. Baseball cap."

My expression changed.

Marco was already reaching for his phone.

I stepped into the hallway.

For the first time in thirty years, I wasn't going to let Sarah disappear.

And this time, anyone trying to take her daughter would have to come through me first.

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