Lost and Found

More Than One Kind of Father · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Michael did not immediately go looking for Daniel.

That surprised people later.

They assumed a revelation that large must create instant urgency.

Real life doesn't always work that way.

Sometimes the truth arrives, sits down in your kitchen, and waits while you figure out whether you even want to look at it.

For three days, Michael went to work.

He helped Owen with algebra.

He drove Lucy to dance.

He argued with Madeline about whether she could take our car to a Friday night football game.

Normal life continued around a secret that had existed longer than our marriage.

Carol called seventeen times.

Michael answered none of them.

She texted too.

Please let me explain.

Then:

Your father had no right to give you those letters.

Then:

Daniel abandoned us. Don't forget that.

Michael finally responded.

I haven't forgotten anything. I'm trying to figure out what I was never allowed to know. Please give me space.

Her reply came almost immediately.

Rebecca is turning you against me.

Michael showed me.

I laughed once.

Not because it was funny.

Because it was so predictable.

He typed:

Do not blame my wife for my decisions.

Then blocked his mother's number for the weekend.

On Saturday morning, he called Elaine Mercer.

Daniel's sister.

She answered on the fourth ring.

“Hello?”

Michael put the phone on speaker.

“Is this Elaine?”

“Yes.”

“My name is Michael Turner.”

Silence.

Then a gasp.

“Oh my God.”

Michael closed his eyes.

Elaine began crying.

“I’m sorry. I promised myself I wouldn't do this if you ever called.”

Michael's voice was careful.

“Is Daniel still alive?”

“Yes.”

“Where is he?”

“Fort Wayne.”

“How sick?”

A pause.

“Pretty sick.”

Michael looked at me.

Elaine continued.

“He's receiving treatment, but the doctors have been clear. We're talking months, not years.”

Michael sat down.

“Does he know I'm calling?”

“No.”

“Good.”

Elaine seemed confused.

“I need to decide what I want before he knows anything.”

“Of course.”

Michael asked questions.

Was Daniel married?

Widowed.

Children?

Two daughters.

Michael froze.

“I have sisters?”

“Half sisters. Rachel is thirty-four. Emily is thirty-one.”

He rubbed his forehead.

“Do they know about me?”

“Yes.”

That hurt him in a way I hadn't anticipated.

Two strangers had grown up knowing Michael existed while Michael had never known they did.

“Does everybody in your family know?”

“Most of us.”

Michael laughed quietly.

“So I was the last person to know my own story.”

Elaine had no answer.

Before ending the call, she said something important.

“Michael, I love my brother. But I won't rewrite what he did.”

Michael listened.

“He left your mother pregnant. He was young and scared and selfish. He struggled with alcohol for years. Your mother had every right to be furious.”

“Thank you.”

“But whatever happened after that… you were the child. You deserved the truth.”

Michael looked at me.

“That's what Dad said.”

That afternoon, he decided to go.

Not because Daniel was sick.

Not because Carol had lied.

Because Michael wanted answers.

I offered to come.

He shook his head.

“I think I need to do the first part alone.”

I understood.

Before leaving, he found Lucy coloring at the kitchen island.

“I'm going to Indiana tomorrow.”

“Why?”

“To meet someone.”

“Who?”

Michael hesitated.

“My biological father.”

Lucy looked confused.

“But Grandpa is your dad.”

Michael smiled.

“Yes.”

“So you have two?”

“Sort of.”

Lucy thought about it.

“Like I do?”

That stopped him.

She had a biological father who lived several states away and had become inconsistent after our divorce. Michael had never spoken badly about him.

“Yeah,” Michael said. “A little like you.”

Lucy went back to coloring.

“Families are confusing.”

“You have no idea.”

The next morning, Michael drove three hours west.

He called me when he arrived.

“I’m sitting outside.”

“Want me to stay on the phone?”

“No.”

A pause.

“Maybe for another minute.”

So I did.

Then he said, “Okay.”

And went inside.

He told me the rest later.

Daniel Mercer was thinner than Michael expected.

That was his first thought.

His second was that I had been right.

They had the same eyes.

Daniel stood when Michael entered the living room.

Neither man moved toward the other.

Elaine had arranged the meeting and then disappeared into the kitchen.

Daniel said his name.

“Michael.”

Michael answered.

“Daniel.”

Not Dad.

Daniel seemed to understand.

“Thank you for coming.”

“I almost didn't.”

“I wouldn't have blamed you.”

They sat.

Daniel did not ask for forgiveness.

Michael appreciated that.

Instead, he told the truth.

At twenty-three, Daniel had been drinking heavily.

He and Carol had dated for less than a year.

When she became pregnant, he panicked.

He left Ohio.

“That's the ugliest thing I've ever done,” Daniel said.

Michael stared at him.

“Why didn't you come back sooner?”

“Cowardice.”

No excuse.

Just the word.

“I kept telling myself I'd fix myself first.”

Daniel rubbed his hands.

“Then a year became three. Three became eight. By the time I was sober enough to understand what I'd done, your mother had married Thomas.”

“You contacted her.”

“Yes.”

“She said you didn't.”

Daniel nodded slowly.

“I figured.”

He showed Michael copies of several letters.

Then Michael asked the question that mattered.

“Did you ever try to take me away from Thomas?”

Daniel looked shocked.

“No.”

“Did you threaten custody?”

“Never.”

“Money?”

“I sent some.”

Michael frowned.

“What?”

“Your mother returned the first checks. Later Thomas contacted me privately.”

Michael's stomach tightened.

“What did he say?”

“He told me you were doing well.”

Daniel smiled faintly.

“He also told me that if I was serious about being sober, I should prove it by staying sober whether you ever met me or not.”

That sounded exactly like Thomas.

“Were you angry?”

“At him?”

“Yes.”

Daniel shook his head.

“I was jealous of him.”

Michael said nothing.

“He got the part of your life I threw away.”

Daniel's voice cracked.

“But I never hated him. How could I? He raised my son when I didn't.”

Michael looked down.

“My dad.”

Daniel nodded immediately.

“Your dad.”

That answer mattered.

They talked for nearly two hours.

Then Daniel showed Michael photographs of Rachel and Emily.

“They know I'm here?”

“They know you're meeting me. They won't contact you unless you want them to.”

Michael appreciated that too.

Before leaving, Daniel asked only one thing.

“Can I ask whether you've had a good life?”

Michael thought of me.

Madeline.

Owen.

Lucy.

His job.

Our ridiculous dog that barked at delivery trucks.

Sunday pancakes.

Soccer tournaments.

Dance recitals.

Arguments over thermostat settings.

“Yes,” he said.

Daniel smiled.

“Then Thomas did good.”

Michael stood.

“So did my mother, in a lot of ways.”

Daniel nodded.

“She loved you.”

“She also lied.”

“Yes.”

Both things could be true.

That realization followed Michael all the way home.

When he pulled into our driveway after dark, Lucy ran outside in socks.

I yelled after her to put on shoes.

Michael barely had time to close the car door before she wrapped herself around him.

“How was your other dad?”

Michael laughed into her hair.

“Complicated.”

She nodded as if that made perfect sense.

Inside, Madeline had saved him pizza.

Owen asked no questions until Michael was ready.

We sat together at the kitchen table.

Michael told us enough.

Not everything.

Some things belonged to him.

Then the doorbell rang.

I looked at the clock.

8:42.

Michael frowned.

I opened the door.

Carol stood on our porch.

Her eyes were swollen.

She looked smaller than usual.

“I need to talk to my son.”

Michael came into the hallway.

Carol saw his face.

And somehow she knew.

“You saw him.”

Michael nodded.

She closed her eyes.

“Michael…”

“I saw Daniel.”

Carol began crying.

Then she said the one thing that proved she still did not understand.

“After everything I did to keep him away from you, you went running to him.”

Michael stared at her.

“No, Mom.”

His voice was quiet.

“I went looking for the truth.”

Then Lucy appeared behind him.

Carol looked at her.

Lucy immediately stepped closer to Michael.

And Carol finally saw what her behavior had done.

Her granddaughter was afraid to approach her.

For the first time since the birthday dinner, Carol had nothing to say.

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