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The Family Beyond Silver Creek · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

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By sundown, every person in Silver Creek knew Elias Ward had claimed Tomas publicly.

That did not end the gossip.

It transformed it.

Now townspeople wanted to know why Elias had disappeared.

Why Aayoka had been abandoned.

Whether Elias intended to marry her.

Whether Aayoka would accept.

Whether the child was truly his.

Silver Creek had a remarkable ability to convert other people’s pain into entertainment.

Aayoka wanted no part of it.

“You should not have done that,” she told Elias the next morning.

They stood outside her cabin while Tomas slept inside.

“I should have let Mercer humiliate you?”

“You should have asked me before announcing my private life to the street.”

Elias rubbed his jaw.

“You’re right.”

She had expected resistance.

The immediate admission disarmed her.

“I am?”

“Yes.”

“You do not get to agree so quickly. I was prepared to argue.”

A reluctant smile tugged at his mouth.

“I can disagree if it helps.”

“It would not.”

The smile disappeared.

“I am sorry.”

Aayoka studied him.

He looked different from the man who had slipped out before sunrise nine months earlier.

Not transformed.

Not forgiven.

But present.

That mattered.

“I need to go to Ruth’s,” she said.

“I’ll walk with you.”

“No.”

Elias nodded.

“All right.”

She took three steps.

Then stopped.

“You may carry the basket.”

That was how it began.

Not with romance.

Not forgiveness.

With a basket.

Over the following weeks, Elias learned fatherhood one awkward hour at a time.

The first time Tomas spit milk down his shirt, Elias stared in horror.

Aayoka laughed until tears came.

“You faced armed cattle thieves.”

“They never did that.”

“You are frightened of milk?”

“It came out of his nose.”

“He is a baby.”

“He appears poorly designed.”

Aayoka covered her mouth.

Elias looked at his son.

Tomas made a satisfied sound.

“Don’t look proud.”

The boy sneezed.

Aayoka laughed again.

That sound became something Elias treasured.

He did not move into her cabin.

He rented a room above Samuel’s workshop and worked around town to pay for it.

He visited only when invited.

Sometimes Aayoka allowed him to stay through supper.

Sometimes she did not.

When Tomas cried at night, Elias was not there.

When Aayoka woke exhausted, she remembered why.

Forgiveness came slowly because consequences did not vanish simply because a man regretted causing them.

One evening Ruth found Elias repairing Aayoka’s porch steps.

“You planning to wear through every board in town before you speak honestly?”

Elias looked up.

“I speak honestly.”

Ruth snorted.

“You answer questions honestly. Different thing.”

He returned to hammering.

Ruth folded her arms.

“You love her?”

The hammer stopped.

“That’s none of your concern.”

“Then yes.”

Elias sighed.

“I don’t deserve her.”

“That wasn’t the question either.”

He sat back.

“Deserving people is foolish thinking. What matters is whether you are safe for them.”

Elias looked toward the window.

Inside, Aayoka rocked Tomas.

“I wasn’t.”

“Are you now?”

“I’m trying.”

Ruth nodded.

“Good. Keep trying.”

The first real test came in February.

A fever moved through Silver Creek.

Children developed coughs.

Two families fled town.

Another sent for a doctor who never arrived because snow had closed the northern pass.

Then Tomas became sick.

It began with warmth in his cheeks.

By evening, his breathing changed.

Aayoka noticed immediately.

She sent a boy for Ruth.

Elias arrived first.

One look at Aayoka’s face told him something was wrong.

“Tomas?”

“He is burning.”

Elias crossed the room.

The baby’s skin felt hot beneath his hand.

Fear punched through him.

“What do we do?”

“Ruth is coming.”

“I’ll ride for the doctor.”

“The pass is closed.”

“I’ll find another route.”

“You could die.”

“I’ll find another route.”

He reached the door.

Aayoka caught his sleeve.

“Elias.”

He turned.

“Do not run because you are frightened.”

He froze.

The words struck the deepest wound in him.

“You stay,” she said. “We handle what is here.”

His eyes moved to Tomas.

Every instinct screamed at him to act.

To ride.

To fight.

To find something he could defeat with strength.

But fatherhood offered no enemy.

Only a sick child.

Elias slowly removed his coat.

“All right.”

Ruth arrived.

They worked through the night.

Aayoka used remedies her mother had taught her. Ruth monitored Tomas’s breathing.

Elias carried water, fed the fire, and held the child when Aayoka’s arms began shaking from exhaustion.

Near midnight Tomas became frighteningly still.

Elias sat beside the bed with the boy against his chest.

“Come on,” he whispered.

Aayoka heard.

“Come on, little man.”

His voice cracked.

“You shouted loud enough when you came into this world. Don’t stop now.”

Aayoka closed her eyes.

She had never seen him helpless.

It revealed more than strength ever could.

By dawn, the fever broke.

Tomas cried.

Elias laughed and cried at the same time.

Ruth checked the child once more.

“He is stubborn.”

Aayoka looked at Elias.

“He inherited that.”

Elias raised an eyebrow.

“From which side?”

“Both, unfortunately.”

When Ruth left, exhaustion settled over the cabin.

Aayoka sat beside Elias.

Tomas slept between them.

“I thought we were going to lose him,” Elias said.

“So did I.”

“I wanted to ride away.”

“I know.”

“Not to escape.”

“I know.”

He stared at his hands.

“But you were right. Sometimes leaving is still leaving, even when you tell yourself you have a noble reason.”

Aayoka remained silent.

Elias looked at her.

“I cannot promise nothing bad will happen to the people I love.”

“No one can.”

“I think that is what I’ve been trying to control all these years.”

He swallowed.

“If I left first, nothing could be taken from me.”

“And instead?”

“I became the thing doing the taking.”

Aayoka’s eyes filled.

Elias looked away.

“I’m sorry.”

She reached across Tomas and placed her hand over his.

Not forgiveness.

Not yet.

But the first bridge.

Spring approached.

Elias made a decision.

He returned to North Ridge long enough to inspect the land he had abandoned.

The old ranch was overgrown, but the soil near the creek remained good.

The barn leaned but still stood.

He walked through the empty house he and Daniel had once started building.

A family had been imagined here.

Then grief stopped construction.

Elias placed one hand on a rough timber.

“Enough,” he whispered.

Over the next month, he began restoring the ranch.

Samuel helped.

Several men from town joined him.

Aayoka visited only once.

She stood on the ridge holding Tomas.

“It is beautiful.”

Elias watched her carefully.

“I’m not asking you to live here.”

“Good.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

He smiled faintly.

“I want to rebuild it because I should have done it years ago.”

Aayoka walked toward the creek.

“Tomas could grow safely here.”

Elias’s heart leaped.

He forced himself not to react too quickly.

“He could.”

She looked over her shoulder.

“That was not a promise.”

“I know.”

Aayoka studied him for a moment.

“You are learning.”

“Slowly.”

“Very slowly.”

They spent the afternoon there.

Elias showed her where the garden used to be.

Aayoka pointed toward a sunny slope.

“Medicinal herbs would grow better there.”

“You know that?”

“Obviously.”

“I didn’t.”

“That is why yours probably die.”

“My herbs do not die.”

“What do they do?”

“Lose enthusiasm.”

She laughed.

Something warm settled between them.

Then a rider appeared on the trail.

A man wearing a black coat.

He stopped near the gate.

Elias recognized him immediately.

His entire body tightened.

Aayoka noticed.

“Who is that?”

The rider dismounted.

He was tall, thin, with a scar beside his mouth.

“Ward.”

Elias moved in front of Aayoka and Tomas.

The man smiled.

“Been a long time.”

“Not long enough, Cole.”

Aayoka looked between them.

The stranger’s eyes settled on her.

Then the baby.

His smile widened.

“Well.”

Elias’s voice dropped.

“Leave.”

Cole ignored him.

“I heard you’d come back to the world.”

“What do you want?”

“A conversation.”

“We have nothing to discuss.”

Cole stepped closer.

“I think your dead brother might disagree.”

The blood drained from Elias’s face.

Aayoka tightened her hold on Tomas.

Cole smiled.

“You still think Daniel died because of cattle rustlers?”

Elias stared.

Cole leaned forward.

“He didn’t.”

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