Lost and Found

The Library Mia Built From Cardboard · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

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The next morning, I woke after forty minutes of sleep.

Mia’s drawing was on my kitchen counter.

I had brought it home carefully folded inside my jacket.

At seven fifteen, Richard arrived carrying coffee and a folder.

“You’re going to hate this.”

“I’m developing experience.”

He placed the folder down.

Inside were financial records from six years earlier.

Payments from Drake Holdings to a private security company.

The company belonged to Victor Hale.

My uncle.

My mother’s older brother.

Victor had served as Drake Holdings’ chief operating officer before retiring.

I remembered him telling me Naomi was probably “never built for our world.”

At the time, I thought he was comforting me.

Now I understood.

“Find him.”

Richard hesitated.

“He’s already coming.”

Victor entered my office at ten.

He was seventy now, silver-haired and perfectly dressed.

“You look terrible,” he said.

“Sit down.”

He did.

I placed Naomi’s photograph on the desk.

His expression barely changed.

“You remember her?”

“Of course.”

“You paid people to watch her.”

Silence.

“Why?”

Victor leaned back.

“Your father asked me.”

“Why continue after Mia was born?”

That got him.

A tiny movement.

But enough.

“You knew.”

He sighed.

“Yes.”

My hands curled around the desk.

“You knew I had a daughter.”

“Yes.”

“And you said nothing.”

“It was complicated.”

“No. Complicated is structural engineering. This was deliberate.”

Victor looked at me.

“You were twenty-nine, Julian. You were about to inherit a corporation carrying billions in debt exposure.”

“And?”

“Your father believed Naomi would convince you to walk away.”

“He was right.”

Victor blinked.

“I would have walked away from every dollar.”

“That was exactly what frightened him.”

I stood.

“My daughter grew up without me because grown men were afraid I might choose love over money.”

Victor’s expression hardened.

“Don’t romanticize it.”

That sentence almost made me lose control.

Instead, I sat.

“Leave.”

“Julian—”

“Leave before I forget you’re family.”

He stood.

At the door, he paused.

“There is something you should know.”

I said nothing.

“Your mother eventually tried to reverse it.”

I looked up.

“What?”

“She contacted Naomi after your father became ill.”

“When?”

“About eighteen months before he died.”

I called Naomi immediately.

She agreed to meet me at a neighborhood park.

Mia was climbing on a playground when I arrived.

Naomi sat on a bench.

“You talked to my mother?”

“Yes.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“She didn’t tell you?”

“No.”

Naomi closed her eyes.

“She apologized. She gave me your number.”

“And?”

“I called.”

My heart stopped.

“When?”

“March seventeenth. Four years ago.”

I remembered that date.

I had been in San Francisco.

My phone had been stolen from my hotel suite.

At least, that was what security told me.

“I called three times,” Naomi said. “A man eventually answered.”

“Who?”

“He said he was your assistant.”

“What did he say?”

Her face tightened.

“That you were engaged.”

“I wasn’t.”

“I know.”

“He said you had moved on?”

“Yes.”

“Who was the man?”

“I never knew.”

But I did.

Only one person had access to my security arrangements in San Francisco.

Victor.

My uncle hadn’t simply helped my father six years ago.

He had continued afterward.

That afternoon, Richard uncovered the rest.

Victor had intercepted the calls.

He had paid a security employee to remove my phone.

He had maintained the lie after my father was dying.

Why?

Money.

If I married Naomi and left Drake Holdings, Victor’s equity position would have collapsed.

It wasn’t protection.

It was greed.

That evening I visited Naomi’s apartment.

Mia opened the door.

“Daddy Julian!”

There was that name again.

This time I smiled.

“Hi, Mia.”

She grabbed my hand.

“Come see my room.”

Her bedroom contained drawings everywhere.

Buildings.

Gardens.

Bridges.

A tiny cardboard model of a library.

“You made these?”

She nodded.

“I want to build things.”

Naomi leaned against the doorway.

“She has since she was three.”

I picked up the cardboard library.

It was crooked.

Covered in glitter.

Perfect.

“I know a little about buildings.”

Mia grinned.

“Mommy says you know too much.”

I looked at Naomi.

For the first time in six years, she laughed.

That sound transported me backward.

Suddenly we were twenty-eight again, eating terrible pizza on the floor of my first apartment.

Then Mia asked, “Are you going to disappear?”

The room went silent.

I put down the model.

“No.”

“Promise?”

Children shouldn’t have to ask adults that question.

I knelt.

“I promise I will never choose to disappear from your life.”

She studied me.

Apparently satisfied, she hugged me.

Later, after Mia fell asleep, Naomi and I sat in her kitchen.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered.

“For what?”

“For believing them.”

I shook my head.

“They manufactured evidence.”

“I should have known you better.”

“You were pregnant and terrified.”

She looked at me.

“And you?”

“What about me?”

“Do you hate me?”

“No.”

That answer came easily.

“Do you hate your mother?”

Harder.

“I don’t know.”

Naomi nodded.

Then she whispered, “Do you still love me?”

Six years of silence entered that kitchen.

I could have lied.

Instead I said, “I never figured out how to stop.”

Her eyes filled.

Mine did too.

But before either of us moved, someone knocked.

Three hard knocks.

I opened the door.

My mother stood outside.

She was holding a box.

“I found them,” she said.

“What?”

Her hands trembled.

“The letters Naomi wrote you.”

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