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The Mother He Said Was Gone · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The happiest morning of my life lasted exactly eleven minutes.

That was how long it took my husband to walk into my hospital room, kiss me, tell me he loved me, lean over our newborn daughter—and look at her as though he had just seen a ghost.

Then the flowers fell from his hand.

The glass vase shattered across the floor.

And Luca whispered five words that changed everything.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

I stared at him from the hospital bed, too exhausted to understand what I was hearing.

Less than twenty-four hours earlier, I had spent nearly twenty-one hours in labor. My body hurt in places I hadn’t known could hurt. My hair was tangled. My face was swollen from crying and exhaustion.

But none of that mattered.

Fiona was here.

Our daughter.

The little girl Luca and I had spent four years dreaming about.

For most couples, four years probably didn’t sound like forever.

For us, it had felt like a lifetime.

We had started talking about children before our first anniversary. Luca used to joke that he wanted a daughter with my stubbornness and his ability to sleep through thunderstorms.

“I’m not stubborn,” I’d say.

“You argued with a GPS for fifteen minutes yesterday.”

“The GPS was wrong.”

“Exactly what a stubborn person would say.”

That was us.

Ordinary.

Happy.

Or at least I had believed we were ordinary.

Month after month, however, pregnancy tests came back negative.

Eventually, I stopped showing them to Luca.

He always knew anyway.

He would find me sitting on the bathroom floor and lower himself beside me without saying anything. Sometimes he held my hand. Sometimes he held me.

Once, after almost two years of trying, I told him maybe we should stop.

“Stop trying?”

“Stop hurting ourselves.”

He looked devastated.

Then he kissed my forehead.

“If it’s just you and me forever, Jessi, then you and me will be enough.”

Three months later, I stood in that same bathroom holding a positive pregnancy test.

I screamed so loudly Luca thought I had fallen.

He came running upstairs.

When I showed him the test, he stared at it for about five seconds before sitting directly on the floor.

Then he cried.

Not polite tears.

Luca covered his face and sobbed.

“We’re having a baby?”

“We’re having a baby.”

He wrapped both arms around my waist.

From that day forward, he became almost comically protective.

He researched car seats.

He read ingredient labels.

He assembled Fiona’s crib three months early, decided one screw looked suspicious, took the entire thing apart, and rebuilt it.

Every night, he rested his palm against my belly.

“You and this little girl mean everything to me,” he whispered.

I believed him.

That was why his expression in the hospital terrified me.

“Luca?” I whispered. “What’s wrong?”

He didn’t answer.

His eyes remained fixed on Fiona.

She was sleeping peacefully in the bassinet beside me, bundled in a hospital blanket with a pale blue cap pulled over her tiny head.

To me, she was perfect.

Then again, I had spent most of the previous twelve hours staring at her, memorizing everything.

Her little nose.

Her tiny fingers.

Her surprisingly serious expression whenever she opened her eyes.

And the small dimple in her left cheek.

Luca slowly backed away.

“Look at her, Jessi.”

“I am looking at her.”

“You really don’t see it?”

My stomach tightened.

“See what?”

He sank into the chair.

There was genuine fear in his eyes.

Not anger.

Not suspicion.

Fear.

That distinction mattered, though I didn’t understand why yet.

I lifted Fiona from the bassinet and held her protectively against my chest.

“She’s your daughter, Luca.”

“I know.”

His answer came immediately.

I blinked.

“You know?”

“Yes.”

“Then what exactly are you accusing me of?”

“Nothing.”

“Because you walked in here, looked at our daughter, dropped a vase, and asked why I didn’t tell you something.”

“I know.”

“So explain.”

He pressed his hands against his face.

“There’s something I should have told you years ago.”

A chill moved through me.

“What?”

“I was afraid.”

“Of what?”

His eyes returned to Fiona.

“I thought I could keep it from you forever. I thought that part of my life was over.”

“What part?”

Before he could answer, the door opened.

A woman stepped inside.

She appeared to be in her early sixties, though she carried herself with the kind of confidence that made age irrelevant. Her dark coat looked expensive. Her silver-streaked hair was immaculate. A leather handbag hung from one arm.

She didn’t look at me first.

She looked at Luca.

His face drained of color.

“No.”

The woman closed the door.

“Hello, Luca.”

He stood so quickly that the chair scraped backward.

“No.”

I looked between them.

“Who is she?”

Neither answered.

“Luca?”

He moved between the woman and my bed.

“You need to leave.”

The woman’s expression barely changed.

“I came because I heard about the baby.”

“How?”

“That’s not important.”

“It’s extremely important.”

My heartbeat accelerated.

“Somebody needs to tell me what’s happening.”

The woman finally looked at me.

Her expression softened.

“You must be Jessica.”

I tightened my arms around Fiona.

“How do you know my name?”

“Jessi,” Luca said, “don’t talk to her.”

The woman flinched.

Then Fiona stirred.

Her eyes opened.

Hazel.

Deep-set.

Unusually dark around the edges.

The stranger stared at her.

Her composure cracked.

She lifted one hand to her mouth.

“Oh, my God.”

I looked at Fiona.

Then at the woman.

And suddenly I saw it.

The eyes.

The shape around them.

The little indentation in Fiona’s cheek.

I had seen those features somewhere before.

Not in Luca.

In the woman standing across the room.

My blood went cold.

“Who are you?”

She answered before Luca could stop her.

“My name is Wendy Vance.”

The room seemed to tilt.

I knew that name.

I had seen it once on an old document in Luca’s desk.

More importantly, I knew what Luca had told me.

“My mother was Wendy,” he had said when we were dating. “She died.”

I stared at him.

“Your mother?”

“Jessi—”

“You told me your mother was dead.”

His silence answered me.

I looked back at Wendy.

“You’re his mother?”

“Yes.”

The betrayal hit with surprising force.

I had been married to this man for four years.

I had carried his child.

I had nearly died bringing her into the world.

And his supposedly dead mother was standing six feet from my bed.

“Get out,” Luca said.

Wendy ignored him.

“You saw it, didn’t you?”

Luca’s jaw tightened.

“Stop.”

“When you looked at the baby.”

“I said stop.”

Wendy’s eyes filled with sadness.

“She has the Vance eyes.”

“What does that mean?” I demanded.

Nobody answered quickly enough.

“What does that mean?”

Luca turned toward me.

“I need you to trust me.”

I laughed once, without humor.

“You told me your living mother was dead.”

“I know.”

“You don’t get to ask for trust right now.”

His face crumpled.

“You’re right.”

Wendy stepped closer.

Luca immediately blocked her.

“Don’t go near them.”

“I would never hurt your wife or daughter.”

“That isn’t a promise you can make.”

The sentence silenced all three of us.

I stared at him.

“Who are these people?”

Wendy’s face hardened slightly.

“These people are his family.”

“No,” Luca said. “They’re yours.”

“You were born into it.”

“I walked away.”

“And you thought that made you invisible?”

Luca looked toward the hospital door.

For the first time, I noticed something strange.

Wendy had entered alone.

But two men in dark suits were visible through the narrow glass panel outside.

They weren’t hospital employees.

They were watching the hallway.

My mouth went dry.

“Luca.”

He looked at me.

“What kind of family are you from?”

His eyes closed briefly.

When they opened, he looked like a man accepting a sentence.

“My grandfather built Vance Holdings.”

I recognized the name.

Everybody in our part of the country did.

The Vance family owned commercial properties, transportation companies, warehouses, and private investment firms across several states. Their name occasionally appeared in newspapers beside politicians, charities, lawsuits, and investigations.

But Luca’s last name wasn’t Vance.

It was Moretti.

He had always told me his father had been Italian American and his mother had died when he was young.

Wendy seemed to read the realization on my face.

“The businesses people know about are only part of what the family built.”

Luca turned sharply.

“Enough.”

I stared at him.

“What does she mean?”

His shoulders lowered.

“My grandfather controlled businesses that weren’t legal.”

The words landed quietly.

Almost too quietly.

“Illegal how?”

“Gambling. Loans. Protection. Smuggling, years ago. Other things.”

My grip tightened around Fiona.

“You mean organized crime?”

Luca didn’t answer.

Wendy did.

“Yes.”

I felt physically sick.

Luca approached the bed.

I moved back.

The pain on his face was immediate.

“Jessi, I never participated in any of that.”

“How am I supposed to know?”

“Because it’s true.”

“You lied about your mother.”

“To keep you away from them.”

“You lied about your family.”

“To protect you.”

“That’s still lying!”

Fiona startled at my raised voice.

I immediately lowered it.

“Hey. Hey, sweetheart.”

She settled against me.

Luca looked devastated.

Wendy watched us for several seconds.

Then she said something I wasn’t prepared for.

“He did leave.”

I looked at her.

“He walked away from all of it five years ago. Money, property, inheritance. Everything.”

“Why?”

Wendy glanced at Luca.

He shook his head.

“Don’t.”

But she continued.

“Because his older brother was killed.”

Luca went completely still.

I had never known he had a brother.

“His name was Adrian,” Wendy said. “He was twenty-nine.”

“Mom.”

It was the first time Luca had called her that.

His voice broke on the word.

Wendy’s eyes filled.

“Adrian wanted out, too.”

“Stop.”

“He had a wife.”

“Stop.”

“And a baby on the way.”

“STOP!”

Fiona began crying.

A nurse appeared at the door, alarmed.

“Everything okay?”

“No,” I said immediately.

Everyone stared at me.

I swallowed.

“But nobody is hurting me. I just need a few minutes.”

The nurse looked uncertain.

“If you need anything, press the call button.”

“I will.”

When she left, I looked at Luca.

“What happened to Adrian?”

He stared at the floor.

“He tried to leave.”

“And?”

“He died in a car crash.”

Wendy’s expression hardened.

“It wasn’t an accident.”

Luca turned toward her.

“You don’t know that.”

“I do now.”

Silence.

Luca stared at her.

“What?”

“That’s why I came.”

She opened her handbag.

Luca stepped forward.

One of the men outside immediately moved toward the door.

Wendy raised a hand, stopping him.

Then she removed an envelope.

“I spent five years trying to find out who ordered Adrian’s death.”

Luca looked as if he had forgotten how to breathe.

“And?”

“I found the financial trail six weeks ago.”

He didn’t take the envelope.

“Who?”

Wendy’s gaze shifted toward Fiona.

“I’ll tell you. But first you need to understand why your daughter changes everything.”

I felt the hairs on my arms rise.

“She is a newborn baby,” I said. “She doesn’t change anything.”

“In your world, perhaps.”

“She is my world.”

Wendy’s expression softened.

“I understand.”

“No, you don’t.”

“You’re right. I probably don’t.”

She paused.

“But there are people in this family who still believe blood determines succession. Luca was supposed to inherit control after Adrian died. When Luca disappeared, they assumed the Vance line through my sons would end.”

Luca whispered, “No.”

Wendy nodded toward Fiona.

“Now it hasn’t.”

My stomach dropped.

“No one is putting anything on my daughter.”

“That is exactly why I came.”

Luca finally took the envelope.

His fingers trembled as he opened it.

Inside were photocopies of bank records, photographs, and several pages of typed notes.

He read the first page.

Then the second.

His expression changed.

“Where did you get this?”

“From Adrian’s attorney.”

“He died three years ago.”

“He left instructions.”

Luca looked at another page.

Then he stopped.

His face became completely blank.

“What?” I whispered.

He looked toward Wendy.

“You’re sure?”

“Yes.”

Luca slowly turned toward me.

The fear I had seen when he first looked at Fiona was back.

Only now it was worse.

“What is it?” I asked.

He folded the paper.

“Jessi, we need to leave the hospital.”

I stared at him.

“What?”

“Today.”

“I just had a baby.”

“I know.”

“I can barely stand.”

“I know.”

“Then why?”

His eyes shifted toward the hallway.

Wendy answered.

“Because I’m not the only person who knows Fiona was born.”

A cold silence filled the room.

Then one of the suited men outside suddenly touched his earpiece.

His posture changed.

Wendy noticed.

“What?”

He opened the door.

“Mrs. Vance, there are three men coming off the elevator.”

Luca stepped toward Fiona and me.

“Who?”

The security man looked directly at him.

“Your uncle’s people.”

And for the first time since I had met my husband, I watched Luca Moretti become someone I had never seen before.

Not frightened.

Not confused.

Dangerously calm.

He locked the hospital-room door.

Then he turned toward me.

“Jessi, whatever happens next, you stay behind me.”

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