Secrets, Searches and Discoveries

The Number Hidden on the Board · Chapter 4 of 5

Chapter 4

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The gun changed the room.

Not because Victoria pointed it at us.

She didn't.

Not immediately.

She held it low at her side, fingers trembling around the grip.

That somehow frightened me more.

People who arrive intending to shoot usually point the weapon.

People who don't know what they intend to do are unpredictable.

Julian stepped between us.

"Put it down."

Victoria laughed shakily.

"You still protect her."

"Put the gun down."

"I spent ten years hearing her name."

Julian stared.

"From who?"

"Your father. Your aunt. You."

"I didn't talk about Genevieve."

"You didn't have to."

Victoria's eyes filled with tears.

"Every woman knows when she's living with a ghost."

I understood something then.

Julian and Victoria had never married.

I had assumed they did.

Society photographs.

Charity galas.

Vacations.

Board meetings.

They were constantly together.

But there had been no wedding.

Julian seemed to read the question on my face.

"We ended things four years ago."

Victoria snapped her eyes toward me.

"Does that make you happy?"

"No."

"Don't lie."

"I stopped building my happiness around either of you a long time ago."

That hit harder than anger.

Her face twisted.

"You always did that."

"Did what?"

"Acted superior because you didn't need anything."

I almost laughed.

"I was pregnant with five children and living in a one-bedroom apartment."

"You had Julian."

"No. You made sure I didn't."

Victoria's arm rose slightly.

Julian stepped closer.

"Put it down."

"Stay back."

His voice became careful.

"Victoria."

She shook her head.

"You found Harrison's files."

"Yes."

"Then you think you know everything."

"I know enough."

"No. You know what a dying old man decided was convenient to confess."

Julian's jaw tightened.

"Did you fake the photographs?"

Victoria looked at me.

"Not fake."

"Did you arrange for someone to photograph Genevieve?"

Silence.

"Answer."

"Yes."

The word landed quietly.

Ten years.

One word.

Yes.

Julian's breathing changed.

"Did you plant the money?"

"My father handled that."

"Did you intercept her letters?"

"Your mother did."

"Did you take one from her apartment?"

Victoria hesitated.

"Yes."

I felt no triumph.

Only exhaustion.

Julian looked like a building collapsing from the inside.

"Why?"

Victoria laughed.

"You're asking why now?"

"Yes."

"Because she was going to ruin everything."

I stared.

"I was your wife."

"You were temporary."

The cruelty came naturally.

That told me more about Victoria than every document in Harrison's safe.

She continued.

"Everyone knew Julian would eventually inherit Sterling Holdings. My father had spent years preparing the Hayes partnership. Our families expected us to marry."

Julian said, "I never agreed to that."

"You didn't have to. It was obvious."

"I married Genevieve."

"Exactly."

Her eyes flashed toward me.

"You arrived from nowhere. No family name. No money. No connections. And suddenly Julian was talking about leaving corporate management, opening a smaller company, traveling, having children."

I remembered those conversations.

We planned a house near Savannah.

Three children.

A dog.

Ironic.

Victoria continued.

"Your mother thought Genevieve was dismantling your future."

"So you destroyed my marriage?"

"Your mother asked for proof that Genevieve wasn't right for you."

"There was no proof."

"So we created enough doubt for you to find the rest yourself."

That sentence made Julian recoil.

He understood.

They had not needed to convince him completely.

Only make him suspicious.

He had done the rest.

Victoria looked at me.

"You could have fought harder."

I stared at her.

"What?"

"If you loved him so much, why did you leave?"

That finally made me angry.

Not military anger.

Not controlled anger.

The old anger.

The twenty-five-year-old woman inside me stood up.

"I begged him to call Daniel."

Julian looked down.

"I showed him medical appointment records proving I was at my doctor's office the morning you claimed I met someone else."

His face tightened.

"I asked him to wait until the bank investigated the deposit."

Victoria's grip shifted.

"I stood in this house while your attorney called me a liar and Eleanor Sterling told me real wives don't create embarrassment."

Julian whispered, "Genevieve."

"I had five babies inside me and no one knew yet because I was waiting to surprise my husband."

My voice cracked.

For the first time that day.

"I had bought five tiny cards."

Julian stared.

I had never told anyone that.

"I found out there were five heartbeats three days before you confronted me."

Tears blurred my vision.

"I bought five cards and wrote one word inside each."

Julian's voice was barely audible.

"What words?"

I remembered.

Always would.

"You're."

I swallowed.

"Going."

Another breath.

"To."

Victoria's eyes moved away.

"Be."

I looked at Julian.

"Daddy."

He closed his eyes.

I continued because I had waited ten years.

"I planned to place them across your desk."

Julian covered his mouth.

"Instead, I spent that afternoon defending myself from photographs you wouldn't investigate."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't."

"I know it's not enough."

"No. It isn't."

Victoria shouted, "This is exactly what she wants!"

Julian turned.

"Stop telling me what she wants."

"You think she's innocent because Harrison wrote some letter?"

"You just confessed."

"I confessed to helping your mother protect you."

"Protect me?"

Julian's voice rose for the first time.

"You stole my children."

Victoria flinched.

"You lost them yourself."

Silence.

It was cruel.

It was also partly true.

Julian knew it.

I knew it.

Victoria had created the trap.

But Julian had stepped into it willingly.

He had chosen suspicion over conversation.

Chosen speed over truth.

Chosen pride over love.

She could not own all of that.

Julian whispered, "Yes."

Victoria looked confused.

"Yes what?"

"I lost them."

He turned toward me.

"She didn't make me refuse to listen."

I held his gaze.

"No."

"She didn't make me give you ten minutes."

"No."

"She didn't make me sign."

"No."

His eyes filled.

"That was me."

Something inside me loosened.

Not forgiveness.

But maybe the beginning of truth.

Victoria watched us.

Her face changed.

The fear became desperation.

She raised the pistol.

Julian immediately moved in front of me.

I grabbed his jacket and pulled him sideways.

"Victoria."

She aimed toward the floor between us.

"Don't come closer."

"Nobody is."

Sirens sounded faintly in the distance.

Victoria's eyes widened.

"You called police?"

Julian shook his head.

"I didn't."

I had.

The moment Victoria arrived armed, I had pressed the emergency button on my military-issued phone inside my pocket.

No heroics.

No dramatic disarming.

Training teaches survival before pride.

Victoria heard the sirens getting louder.

Her breathing became frantic.

"Give me Harrison's files."

"No," Julian said.

"I can destroy you."

"You already tried."

"There are things in those files about your father. Your mother. Payments. Tax accounts. Things Sterling Holdings won't survive."

"Then it won't survive."

She stared.

Julian stepped forward.

"Put the gun down."

"I gave you ten years."

"No. You took ten."

Victoria's face crumpled.

The pistol lowered.

For one second, I thought it was over.

Then she turned toward the desk.

Toward Harrison's recorder.

I saw her intention.

Destroy evidence.

She raised the pistol.

I moved.

Two steps.

My hand caught her wrist.

Julian grabbed her forearm.

The gun discharged.

The explosion inside the study was deafening.

Glass shattered.

A bullet buried itself in the ceiling.

Victoria screamed.

I twisted her wrist until the weapon dropped.

Julian kicked it away.

Then we were all breathing hard.

Victoria collapsed to her knees.

Police entered less than thirty seconds later.

Commands.

Hands visible.

Step away.

I obeyed immediately.

Julian did too.

Victoria stared at the carpet as officers handcuffed her.

She looked smaller.

Not innocent.

Just smaller.

As they led her outside, she stopped beside me.

"You think he deserves another chance?"

I said nothing.

She laughed bitterly.

"He'll disappoint you again."

I looked at her.

"This was never about giving Julian what he deserves."

Her expression changed.

"What then?"

"Giving my children the truth."

She was taken away.

The DNA results arrived the following morning.

99.9998 percent probability.

Julian Sterling was the biological father of Ethan, Noah, Luke, Rose, and Emma.

Margaret cried.

Julian didn't.

He sat at Harrison's kitchen table staring at the paper.

Then he quietly asked me if he could meet the children properly.

I agreed.

Not because he was their father.

Biology earns facts.

Not access.

I agreed because my children had questions.

The meeting happened in Margaret's backyard.

No lawyers.

No cameras.

No Sterling employees.

Julian sat across from five nine-year-olds who studied him with the brutal honesty children reserve for adults.

Noah spoke first.

"Did you know about us?"

Julian answered immediately.

"No."

"Would you have wanted us?"

His face broke.

"Yes."

Luke frowned.

"All five?"

A strange sound came from Julian.

Half laugh.

Half sob.

"Especially all five."

Emma asked, "Why didn't you believe Mom?"

No adult could have asked a harder question.

Julian looked at me.

Then back at Emma.

"Because I made a terrible choice."

"Did someone trick you?"

"Yes."

Emma waited.

"But?"

Julian swallowed.

"But being tricked doesn't excuse everything I did."

Ethan studied him.

"Mom never talks bad about you."

Julian glanced toward me.

"She had every right to."

"She says kids shouldn't inherit adult anger."

That one came from me.

Julian looked away quickly.

Rose walked toward him.

She held Harrison's Christmas card.

"Grandpa sent this to Mom."

Julian took it carefully.

"I know."

"Did he love us?"

Julian couldn't answer.

Margaret did.

"He did."

Rose nodded.

Then she asked Julian the question I knew was coming eventually.

"Do you?"

Julian's lips parted.

He looked at all five children.

"I don't know you yet."

I respected the answer immediately.

He continued.

"But I already regret every day I missed. And if you let me, I'd like to spend the rest of my life learning how to love you properly."

Ethan looked at me.

I gave no signal.

This choice belonged partly to them.

Noah shrugged.

"You can start with pizza."

Julian blinked.

"What?"

"We're hungry."

For the first time since returning to Georgia, I laughed.

So did Margaret.

Then Luke.

Then Emma.

Even Ethan smiled.

Julian wiped his face.

"Pizza."

Noah nodded seriously.

"Pepperoni."

"Five pizzas?"

"We don't eat that much."

Julian looked at his five children.

"Good. Because I'm already learning."

It wasn't forgiveness.

It wasn't family.

Not yet.

But it was a beginning.

And beginnings, I had learned, were sometimes more important than apologies.

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